Sporadically Brian

in the hours and minutesof quiet uncertaintyi can feel the muffled screamsthe dreaded forebodingof imagination again the fear besets my conscious mindagain the destruction of all that hope hath built and as this great lie [...]

this dayexpanding beyond the tormentonly to sufferanother unnecessary moment in a land of confusionthat withdraws all illusionof peace battles ragea generation comes of ageand the old guard prepares to goyet unwilling this daywhich breaks behind [...]

the body movesit gurgles and groanslooking for peacecasting off stones within the declineubiquitous paina balance of powerconsuming the brain but yes and the worldbut no not todaythe morning callspretension fallsforced to find another way the [...]

it’s always been hereinextricably woven into the fabric of existencethe universal languagemanifestas vibrational expressions of the divine it makes me cryit makes my soul singit makes its way throughto the very heartof everything musicglorious music [...]

the doctor said well honestlythere’s nothing where you’re telling methat all my tests could possibly explain at least not within my expertisebut you can have some small reliefso here’s some pills to really fog your [...]

with every breathethe real and present challengesof choicemarch before me legions of decisionsurround my every turnthey storm the ramparts of my mindand drive me inward no more timeno more pandering this fickle heart of mineonly [...]