Sporadically Brian

It was clear that Allen was trying to make a deeper connection with me. To show me more of who he was.  -------------------------------------- "It's going to be a long walk Brian." "I like walking." "At [...]

I guess my good boy/good man behind the mask, could feel the toxic nature of this lifestyle. ---------------------------- The fact that Allen even mentioned that he “never even thought about going for my knife” when fighting [...]

"It was the best of times, it was the worst of times,... " ------ Charles Dickens -------------------------------------- Yea... during this time, I was in the best possible position I could be with Allen and his [...]

I would never again, show Allen that side of me. I never had to. My adult self kinda wishes I'd paid more attention to how effective it was for me to be the quiet, big hairy [...]

At the time I was simply acting reflexively. After all, I was actually in survival mode. -------------------------------------------------------- In survival mode... and hungry. I'm walking with this guy I just met a few days ago. This [...]

Crazy? Yea... crazy man. -------------------------------- My little gang of friends (the street punks who introduced me to him) worshiped Allen. He was the coolest, baddest and most fun crazy dude they could ever imagine. Allen [...]