Sporadically Brian

it’s easyto become overwhelmedwhen unaware it’s understandablefor everythingto seem a threat when i’m aloneit’s inconceivablethat i could everatone my original sinthis cognitive crate i’m intoo late and i can onlygo calmlywith a grin and thenand [...]

now it’s worse than the nauseathat unbearable queaseoverwhelming the stabbing painthat puts me down on my knees every time feels like dyingmight just do the trick are we really this sick but as the news [...]

what had oncebeen an exercise in mercya function of who we arethe lowest bar is nowas we speakzoomingin and out of reality tell me pleasewhat is humanabout this when nobody believes anythingso now everythingis justa [...]

i was sittingas i doin a numbed place no thoughtsupon this frozen face existence was onlybut to fail another soul in the mailthen came a friend a simple callbrought down the wallthat no oneshould ever [...]

so here’s the timeand this is usthe who we arefor now but then againof course it’s justwe’ve always beenand how again our peepsbefore and alwaysstoried by our shame too often steepedin hateful violencestupidity and blame [...]

each day i wake upto defendmy progressfrom now until the end you wouldn’t ever knowhow longwho’s storyinside this sad old song my way might shake upreckless friendsto whereand when my soul doth send i’ll not [...]