Random Awesomeness

Announcements, rants, affirmations and all else that doesn’t quite fit into the other categories are posted here. From poetry that probably won’t be made into a song, to in-the-moment expressions of thoughts and feelings that probably won’t make it into a story. I will share here, whatever comes to mind and heart. Occasionally, I also may take creative writing pieces from my past, revise and revive them to post here.

    Blood in the Water

    the limitless crueltyof apex-predatory impulsesgive sanctionas colddead eyesscan for scrapsamong the vanquished only the weakremain unscathedsheltered by shamecowardiceand glaring irrelevance this kind of intelligencesurvives againscurrying among the shadowslike triassic rodents and now the brutal cycle returnsto gorge upon the gentlethat gather and growin the cool peat mossof existence contrite but insistentthat their power is real [...]

    By |2025-03-15T11:41:52-05:00March 15th, 2025|Random Awesomeness|0 Comments

      Notes From Below

      before the kingdarkness descendsthis time for changea world must end the storm is herethe flood has comethe fires of hellunleashed the one only one directionleft to godown here taking notesfrom below there was a timewe had a schemebut futures pastand killed the dream so now the tearsshall wash awayall hope for lovenone left to pray [...]

      By |2025-03-15T11:40:14-05:00March 11th, 2025|Random Awesomeness, Song Lyrics|0 Comments

        Hidden Hope

        from the depths of despairgriping my bonesto the marrow eroded particles of powercoalesceand cautiously condense strange kinds of structures arise makeshift skeletal outlinessearching for meatbroad patches of broken skinstretched far too thinand finding nothing withinto eat and yethere lies the hidden hopelurkingamongst the last of our friends and hangedby the theyfrom their ownself-fabricated rope survival [...]

        By |2025-03-09T08:50:40-05:00March 9th, 2025|Random Awesomeness|0 Comments

          Dying Boomers

          the greatest oneswho came beforebirthed this objectwith no substance explodinginto minds at warit fought our fearsand shamed reluctance spontaneous generationideas so absurdrevolutionizing modernizationpoliticizing every word and nowthe thing must dieso let’s find a better road if to reasonis to answer whylet’s tryas we reap what they have sowed talktomedonttalktome Peace/Love m(~_~)m

          By |2025-02-27T09:29:54-06:00February 27th, 2025|Random Awesomeness|0 Comments

            Gratuitous Detachment

            clutching the warmth of securitya desperate respitefrom pernicious existential dreadthe exhale is comprehensive odd nonsequitous visionsgive the mind pausecuriouswhere lay the edge of sanity is this who we aredoes the species failsimply because failurehas been redefined as inevitability but now as the breathbecomes totalityand every pore of this old dry skinfinds its function movement alone [...]

            By |2025-02-25T06:41:39-06:00February 25th, 2025|Random Awesomeness|0 Comments

              Why are You Surprised

              this vibethis particular flavorof bombastand brazen barbarism this is not newalbeit at levelsnever seen beforeor even thought possible but this timethere’s also a distinct texturecoarse with deep-set teethlike a big ol’ wood rasp it cuts quicklygrinding flesh and bonetorture to the mindand flaying all sensibilities so now you act surprisedas if you couldn’t have seen [...]

              By |2025-02-23T10:07:30-06:00February 23rd, 2025|Random Awesomeness|0 Comments

                This Body

                this body goes awaybeleaguered by beastsand ransacked into submissionwhile waiting patientlyfor that one momentas the mind decides but then the spirit diesso this body’s half-eaten brainremembers only those fleeting thoughtsinsisting on existingwhen pertinent to the painbut with absolutely nothing to gain whether it be the slow rottoxic filth or blunt traumanothing more will fill the [...]

                By |2025-02-19T21:44:28-06:00February 19th, 2025|Random Awesomeness|0 Comments

                  Musk Stew

                  the important thing hereis the spicethe meat’s a bit toughbut like anything else of this naturewe can make it doif we cook it long enough no it’s the spice we need to focus onsince this kind of stock is alwaysso very blandthat almost anything with flavorwill helpwhatever is on hand as for the restit’s all [...]

                  By |2025-02-12T12:24:28-06:00February 12th, 2025|Random Awesomeness|0 Comments

                    Sometimes and Again

                    sometimes and againthe truth is but a dreamor a liethat never stood a chance or the whispering of flowersthat taught us how to feelwhen feelingsremove our right to dance when existence is meaninglessand the gods have had their waywhen sufferingbecomes our only friend remember the childrenwho live and die in fearand that love survivessometimesand again [...]

                    By |2025-02-12T02:59:44-06:00February 11th, 2025|Random Awesomeness|0 Comments

                      The Shadow World Behind My Eyes

                      a flat uneven grey surfacefills my perceptionas it rolls and rotateslike the digital backgroundof an 80’s tv sci-fi geometric patternsin constant motionappear at random intervalsthey wiggle and throb and stretchi try to catch i tryand slightly openso it all goes awaybut no this is not a function of darknessthis is nowhere in-betweenif i’d had a [...]

                      By |2025-02-10T09:24:11-06:00February 8th, 2025|Random Awesomeness|0 Comments