Random Awesomeness

the best that can remember yet fades from day to day living in each moment giving time attention retention tends to stray look again look again the seeing, the being what once was becomes the here and now and then look again the world of now or never used once and thrown away shiny toys [...]

"fear not" says the wise one "this adjustment is no lie. It brings more than what may otherwise appear to you as false, unnatural... fantasy." like the remnant of forgotten trauma reduced to rubble a cataract in my mind's eye disappears without warning i lay stricken beside love unconditional the beauty of newly discovered truths [...]

to fend morass less-than-mindful spirits navigate, negotiate opine till then sweet love source of all and ever comes to me, our souls to be entwined never again upon that lonely highway breathing only stagnant air of truth reveal within the other side, the causeway separation spartan fare in youth to end a past more-than-hateful being [...]

i've been told that balance is best but... the very notion implies a level of control that contradicts my intuitive need to let go i sit in silence trying to embrace no not trying just being expansiveness i want to add my story to this to all those amazing stories also trying to find their [...]

take it all in the vision, the breath feel every surface the friction, the depth listen for music in all that resounds savor the substance in air and the ground live opportunity in times of great strife embrace inner shadows that feed healing light when looking at mirrors brings bile to the fore our challenged [...]

in my chair kicking back another way another good day much more than simply marking time the time will come is now and when we co-create we instagate organically inspired now the spark we make our mark shadows dance at home never quite alone in the fire claims of "other" run for cover the flippin' [...]

the mirror never lies nothing escapes reflection all surfaces seen light and shadow yet unreal prediction is pointless as this would require doubt, no such softness will not elude cold facts to conquer the mirror within a dangerous illusion even if allegory serving only to suffer the wounded need for "other" ------ My Sweetheart and [...]

there is a darkness perhaps inside us all an impulse a whisper the shadow of awareness yet hidden giving voice to the unkind it looks for weakness sparkling artifice promulgating only lies it couldn’t be more certain but its ruin is hubris foolish intellect the blind spot within incuriosity the bloated ego leading the already [...]

the clarity of our love the constant connection from the moment of morning consciousness to those random, fleeting thoughts in the dead of night no need for outside affirmation no use for social confirmation we make our own we make our home true friendship will always understand true love can never land all and all [...]

reflected lamp light playing gently, dancing the slightest movement that smile, sustaining more than a year now she will call soon enough a break, the weekday toil our connection deepens in spite/because of expanding intertwined lives i begin with freedom privilege/blessed, i choose periodic elimination essential, irrelevant past momentum of our moment we make our [...]