Random Awesomeness

the best i can do tectonic change before me reflect and accept ------ My Sweetheart will always know Blessed... m(___)m Going_to_Meet_the_Man_-_James_Baldwin    

on the way i look for beauty on the way i find some truth on the way i see my journey from an endless foolish youth giving deference to all life love, and knowing how to feel without reference, without strife progress slowing brought to heel one more step and I'm not going one more [...]

i feel i feel i never really know i look around i touch the ground the air i breathe the love i need comes to me runs through me my mind is not the show sometimes it's just too much like nothing can be done sometimes it all comes crashing down to kill the earth, [...]

understand when seeking solace in immediate self-gratification underscore when finding fault in subconscious self-depreciation shame looks for blame knowing cause is not solution the first step is just that oversimplify when living life for unsubstantiated incongruity overwhelm when giving love for unconditional inconformity one finds the fun seeing focus on another the last time will [...]

waves of wind replace the rain pouring for days now flooded friends not so lucky populate all online i close my eyes sound surrounds surges and falls like rolling ocean sudden... sharp and random Snap! Crack! i can no longer concentrate relax... watch tv the curtains billow up partially covering my computer screen Crack! ... [...]

subtle aroma hard rain jungle morning sweet heart smiling voice love connection shared essentials tools of progress open boundaries there are no markets here no reason to transact feign attention values are apparent self-evident true purpose is conditional co-relevant un-socialize media un-monetize society live ------ My Sweetheart and I Blessed... m(___)m  

memory only fails with expectation life, art... the creative spirit reasons for compassion and kindness deserve and require deference go back over it look again refresh the mind rekindle the kind the last time was then things were different you had no idea what would happen next it's ok don't fret or let the past [...]

stuff things n stuff get em do em run right through em never nuff gotta half a mind ta do r die for brudda should a find he went go run shore gonna be a time they never fun we left da sun and now it’s cold cold cold an all I feel is old [...]

the best that can remember yet fades from day to day living in each moment giving time attention retention tends to stray look again look again the seeing, the being what once was becomes the here and now and then look again the world of now or never used once and thrown away shiny toys [...]

"fear not" says the wise one "this adjustment is no lie. It brings more than what may otherwise appear to you as false, unnatural... fantasy." like the remnant of forgotten trauma reduced to rubble a cataract in my mind's eye disappears without warning i lay stricken beside love unconditional the beauty of newly discovered truths [...]