Random Awesomeness

hah! random thoughts checkin’ inas i “grock” awareness checkin’ out suddenly i freezefingertips inextricably fused to my freaking forehead everydayIt’s something like this a constant struggle to free myself of phantasmagoria a word brought into existence by speaking it so somehow the act of articulating is one of creation i shudder to thinki shudder to [...]

the other dayi wanted to dieand then i didn’t why because of something i reador understoodsomeone said the other daywhen everything changedeven the words meanta kind of derangement all the wordsi’d meant to saywere here to play that same old tunethe other dayit filled the room and words that rhymethat turn the pageand do the [...]

shoot the messengerthat strange bedfellow therethis war is now with everyoneall the timeeverywhere have you heardthat the mosquitos at alligator alcatraz are so bad that almost nobody stays on the job long enough to collect their $50,000 bonuses seems now loyalty matters more than moneyand thus resistanceis always on the table it’s shocking thoughhow many [...]

as the hand of adama will to powershall show its assetsand grow its capital unfetteredthis predator never yieldsand whatever debtis just one more “thing”to be owned is this the final motiveto secure enough credita score denoting profitthe stand-in for the soulnever purenever to mature yesit is a process and it sucks Fuck/Capitalism Oo(*o^)y-~

i remember the cynicismthe cringewithin a culture of boorish bingebiz baz buzzbefore we knew what clubbing was they mocked us as nouveau hippiesor as retro-cool wannabe trippiesbeing what could beclearly seen ‘twas a bit of a bore remember that 1978 flop by country joedude… what a melomaniacle chore but for us the fewwe knewthe hip-hop [...]

i think i might just understandthe morning with an instinctive desireto be aware of… ( pause and take three deep breaths )…through honest observationsensuous explorationand as innocent an inquiry as is possible considering the circumstances of course even sothat yellow glowas the dog’s report likely a bitter pilllurking within the curdand then the pain i [...]

the image iswhat mattersas oxymoronic as that soundsno but really… perhapsalong with a cool buzz on a hot minnesota afternoon the fizz and sparkledo break the daythat same old tropewith which we grope in despairinto the filthiest airbut now a tinge of darkleimpunes the way for this world not long and never wasbut fair and [...]

i mean… just this morningas the earth continued warmingand basic human rightsdisappeared the genocide in gazaburning our collective soulforsaken forgotten childrenfor a predator to behold did that even happenor can we at least get a do-over what kind of prison… sheesh! Peace/Love m(-_-)m

how can a bodyhealwhen the stabbing never stops does it help to pretendit’s not happening do we refrainfrom saying his name will shuffling realitydisappear the crime he was never hereand this is not the first timehe was never hereand this is not the first time but so whatwhere’s the gameif we’re all stabbedall the same [...]

so faint at firstshadows upon the greyas the darkest light will become what may dialing back the definitioni begin to sense the glowfire colors from beyondblood yellow but my filters always fade to whitereturning resolutionand privilege-addled thought pollutionentertains the real clear as pond waterthese sharp probing pointsdo sparkle and burnwhen will i learn perhaps tomorrow [...]