3:20am
dragging this weary body
this sad sack of pain
through the remainder
of what can only be described
as a pointless existence
seems ridiculous

just shoot me now
or better yet
a nice cocktail
of leftover rat poison and methaqualone
can suffice

wouldn’t want to be any more of a burden
or expense
than i have already
perhaps the ludes would be pushing it a bit then
shit

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6:20am
the above words have of course been rendered
moot
after three hours with a proper heating pad to the area affected by my silliness
thank you my love
forgot i was still getting even more
old and in the way
i did

as you were

m(___)m

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