i think i might just understandthe morning with an instinctive desireto be aware of… ( pause and take three deep breaths )…through honest observationsensuous explorationand as innocent an inquiry as is possible considering the circumstances of course even sothat yellow glowas the dog’s report likely a bitter pilllurking within the curdand then the pain i [...]
the image iswhat mattersas oxymoronic as that soundsno but really… perhapsalong with a cool buzz on a hot minnesota afternoon the fizz and sparkledo break the daythat same old tropewith which we grope in despairinto the filthiest airbut now a tinge of darkleimpunes the way for this world not long and never wasbut fair and [...]
i mean… just this morningas the earth continued warmingand basic human rightsdisappeared the genocide in gazaburning our collective soulforsaken forgotten childrenfor a predator to behold did that even happenor can we at least get a do-over what kind of prison… sheesh! Peace/Love m(-_-)m
how can a bodyhealwhen the stabbing never stops does it help to pretendit’s not happening do we refrainfrom saying his name will shuffling realitydisappear the crime he was never hereand this is not the first timehe was never hereand this is not the first time but so whatwhere’s the gameif we’re all stabbedall the same [...]
so faint at firstshadows upon the greyas the darkest light will become what may dialing back the definitioni begin to sense the glowfire colors from beyondblood yellow but my filters always fade to whitereturning resolutionand privilege-addled thought pollutionentertains the real clear as pond waterthese sharp probing pointsdo sparkle and burnwhen will i learn perhaps tomorrow [...]
something is happeningand i have given uptrying tomorrowwas goneseems like ages ago this nowthis segmentstill doesn’t follow the sequenceis brokendown towhatever antecedent nihilism couldn’tcarelesswhat happens next happens Peace/Awareness/Mobility Oo(o_O)y-~
as we failthe golden testcommentarybecomes the rest like that pledge of alienation i learned from a college roommatewho himself picked it up while co-editing an independent periodical on the haight-ashbury “i pledge alienationto the ragof the united states of amerikaand to the repugnancefor which it standsone nationunder guardreprehensiblewith libertarianismand justification for all” and just few [...]
i livefor the morningno matter how it comes for thiseach another dayperhaps to break at allfeels laudable and everyanother sunby default the finest onehowever eclipsed by the grey i greet this new dawnanyway… m(~_<)m
what ifeveryone is lyingand timecomes to an end that paranoidis the voidwith nothingto defend what if all peoplefeel like cryingand each morningpray for rain but for the truthexploited youthas distractionrots the brain what if heaven liveswhat if god who givesfrom the in betweenlove and desperation that to tell the selfto breathe in transformation Peace/Love/Imagination m(o_O)m
ITwoke upand remembered the last haiku that momentback when integrity ruledor so it seemed for if IT no longer didrememberwhat would be the point IT’s memory doesn’t servethe soul foodwas never on the menu and thusIT failsto discern the heuristic waycan not be replicatedwhen there is no self Peace/Love/Understanding \(^0^)/