Sporadically Brian

sometimes the darkness feels like forever the creeping cold of slow death the slammed door of failure cutting off all connection all access to joy sometimes the darkness smells like a friend a warm bed [...]

stepping out the rubbish bin of global spectacular pain the rancid residue disconnect and eternal grift are slow to remove watch it stick see the splatter nothing notable here save my love no one cares [...]

i know how to live it’s easy sitting here in my blessed privilege i know how to love even when it’s difficult the most powerful force in the universe can be that way i know [...]

the stifling loneliness of a cold chair at four in the mourning brings the only liberation hacking that last tiny chunk of yesterday reminds this body life is good no more reason to try or [...]

winter of 1973 (or 72 or 74) i can’t remember now whatever year it was it was cold so very cold that was the year my dad accidentally set the house on fire trying to thaw [...]

the pain is gone along with her wisdom but he made me laugh sometimes it hurt so much i had to give up laughing then came the change then came the great understanding it might [...]