Sporadically Brian

something is happeningand i have given uptrying tomorrowwas goneseems like ages ago this nowthis segmentstill doesn’t follow the sequenceis brokendown towhatever antecedent nihilism couldn’tcarelesswhat happens next happens Peace/Awareness/Mobility Oo(o_O)y-~

as we failthe golden testcommentarybecomes the rest like that pledge of alienation i learned from a college roommatewho himself picked it up while co-editing an independent periodical on the haight-ashbury “i pledge alienationto the ragof [...]

i livefor the morningno matter how it comes for thiseach another dayperhaps to break at allfeels laudable and everyanother sunby default the finest onehowever eclipsed by the grey i greet this new dawnanyway… m(~_<)m

what ifeveryone is lyingand timecomes to an end that paranoidis the voidwith nothingto defend what if all peoplefeel like cryingand each morningpray for rain but for the truthexploited youthas distractionrots the brain what if heaven [...]

ITwoke upand remembered the last haiku that momentback when integrity ruledor so it seemed for if IT no longer didrememberwhat would be the point IT’s memory doesn’t servethe soul foodwas never on the menu and [...]

how am i supposed to feeljust where can my mind gowith nothing i can trusti don’t already know when everything is fakeor so real nobody careswhat violencemight otherwise hidebeautyshall rearrange the chairs it’s mostly uninterestingbut [...]