Random Awesomeness

late at night i lie awake in bedfacing existential dreada raging fear so nearand screaming to be fedthose crazy storiesforming in my head no time to thinkno time to questionwhy no one can feelhow this is realas any other truthi’d try say goodbye to any semblanceof sanity say hello to all the psychopathicfun fantasticfables of [...]

we watch in horroras our worldexplodesinto full view many turn awaybut mostrun for sheltersbuilt by the old ones a fewlonging for redemptionstand and fightfor their birthright illusions of paradisebuilt on nameless bodiesbought and sold the commodities of oldthey hoard and prepareand pinefor that simpler time when everything was clearand cleanthe underlying filthnever seen never learnedthat [...]

to hear the desperationcutting through the nightlike passionate pleas for mercyfrom some distant tormentin this wild and final fight make it stop without reason or defenseno pretenseand absolutely no oneon the fence can make it stop as from hereit sounds so easythat nothing’s leftbut chance this all-too-brief baneof a profoundly emptyexistenceembracing noisedevoid of dance so [...]

the mallards are backand they appear not to mindthis new guy just showed upas if from nowhere the ducks sit patientlyand surprisingly quieton the flat grey stonesvery much like the ones of lake gitchi-gami while upon the other sidea large painted turtleemerges slowlymunching lotus leafand surveying the situation the old drake chuckles a bitas his [...]

if it was about angerthat thing that’s no longer herewouldn’t be outta sightoutta mindperhaps but sometimestrash will rubbishthe wrong way out and this exitcouldn’t possiblybe otherwise besides one can only navigate aroundfor so long at some pointbabies becomeand will eventuallyjust fuck off on their own with or without the bath water Peace/Love/Curiosity m(~_~)m

no nonobody like younobodynot onenobody like you no nonobody like younobodynever funnobody like you no matter whatyou donobodynot a soulnobody like you that door is shutto younobodylike a trollnobody like you and it’s never going to changeto the corerepugnantly arrangedfor youwe do eschew ew… yea nobody likes you no nonobody likes younobodythere’s no personnobody like [...]

‘twould be easyto become bitter to bear downto the bonethe stark realityof suffering and simply let it be‘twould be easy a journey into giving upwhere flailing endlesslyoutside the voidhas replaced elemental curiosity i began with multiple attempts to rephrase the situation but since status and stasis seem mutually exclusive the thing was finished before i [...]

be afraidbe very afraid this is not a movieor some kind of bad nineteen-eighties-style parody of a movie the devil no longer pretends at this very moment the dark lord’s minions are gleefully flinging themselves into the seemingly random flames they have ignited at his command without question and from the oafish brutes handling the [...]

for thereinlies the rub that to curl up and dieand never ask whythe air’s so hubbub but tall grass aloneis always insufficientand thus becomesin and of itself something better Peace/Love m(~_~)m

on hold todayas if it never wasthe morning buzzagain has found its wayseems that nothing’s truly firm since it did wormthrough some strandedsensorial fuzz became becausebooze biz baz buzz oh demure to be surerightbut they’re all the samewith not exactly tighttheoretical games do understand the allureto deploy and exploitagain without shame no more canno can [...]