Random Awesomeness

once upon a time in a land far far away there was an open field surrounded by a dense forest all of the forest lands had been claimed long ago but everyone agreed the field was to be owned by no one for generations the people of the forest built homes raised families and lived [...]

try as i might to limit mitigate and somehow diminish its effect this world of artificial reality currently gripping our culture still seeps through the answer is obvious let it go be the change create my own weirdo world where none of it matters much but the mind and the body don’t always get along [...]

the funny part of this story is... she actually thought she’d gotten away with something all weekend long as the rest of her own motley brood enjoyed their festivities totally unaware of their matriarch's current scheeming and immune to her caustic nature the nonsequitous twists and turns of a mind so brutalized by greed and [...]

“mom!” “ … “ “mom!!!” “get to sleep” “but mom… “ “what is it?” “bradley’s looking at me” “we’ll shut the door” “but then i can’t see em” ——— don’t exactly know why perhaps i never will what i do know is i am so very fortunate to not have to Peace/Love m(___)m  

3:20am dragging this weary body this sad sack of pain through the remainder of what can only be described as a pointless existence seems ridiculous just shoot me now or better yet a nice cocktail of leftover rat poison and methaqualone can suffice wouldn’t want to be any more of a burden or expense than [...]

i dreamed my was bicycle stolen i haven’t had a bike for many years now but the stolen one in my dream was that same big red schwinn i’d ridden as a teenager along side the long and hilly (but straight) road from our place just south of kings park into rochester mom and i [...]

a jug of cheap whiskeycame bumbling insidelooking for troublelooking for pride we laughed and drank pinotas shadows grew tallwe ate and told storiesof nothing at all sloshing with bombastthe jug gave us jestwith songs sad and hollowthe old empty chest as spirits grew wearythe revelry felland left all that whiskeyno tall tales to tell m(___)m

in the distancei saw a family they looked like any otherin this worldas if they had all just been fedthrough a meat grinder the adults were unclearunsure as to what mayor may not bea threat they seemed to know how to manageonly themselvesyet they were more than willingto attempt nearly anything the youngest childclutched her [...]

we droveour mindsinto the voidof freedom soullesssurrendering all awareness of who we arewho we have always beenwe drove what was leftwill alwayswreak havocupon the weak the kindthe gentlecould neversustain us all is lostall is lostuntil time itselfgives way our dreamsare all we have now bolstered only by borrowed momentsthey sail awaylike seaweedcaughtin never-ending eddiesof unexpected [...]