i close my eyes
breathe in
my weirdo world
and acknowledge
that yesterdays triggering shit show
is now
yesterday

moments of joy
from adventures
loving connections
the fun successes of being blessed and privileged enough to be able to do the things that feed my soul

bring me the peace
that i so wish could exist
everywhere

much of what brought me to that dark place
will still be there

tomorrow
i may revisit it
when worlds collide
or when my curiosity
returns

but for now
i play
in silent mode

Peace/Love

m(___)m