Sporadically Brian

the soft throbbing buzz of the hospital bed elicit an odd calm despite its incongruitylike interrupting a particularly exciting episode of a dramatic series about witches it tastes of kool aid a call from a [...]

reflections upon the strugglea kind of post-traumatic transformationephemeralyet timeless i don’t get itbut somehow it feels like i’m not supposed to since every morning begs the questionwill it be heaven or… some sad excuse to [...]

in the hours and minutesof quiet uncertaintyi can feel the muffled screamsthe dreaded forebodingof imagination again the fear besets my conscious mindagain the destruction of all that hope hath built and as this great lie [...]

this dayexpanding beyond the tormentonly to sufferanother unnecessary moment in a land of confusionthat withdraws all illusionof peace battles ragea generation comes of ageand the old guard prepares to goyet unwilling this daywhich breaks behind [...]

the body movesit gurgles and groanslooking for peacecasting off stones within the declineubiquitous paina balance of powerconsuming the brain but yes and the worldbut no not todaythe morning callspretension fallsforced to find another way the [...]

it’s always been hereinextricably woven into the fabric of existencethe universal languagemanifestas vibrational expressions of the divine it makes me cryit makes my soul singit makes its way throughto the very heartof everything musicglorious music [...]