now i lay me
down the drain
i pray to drive
the wiser lane
help me squash
the shit refrain
the strength to wash
my rubbish brain

indeed
it feeds me
it’s need
still bleeds me

i watch myself run
from random joy
and give all my fun
to the broken
sad
toy

now i slay me
til the morrow
friendship finds me
mostly sorrow
hope will know
from where the stain
to find these tears
on frozen flame
and be the one
against the grain
the brutal truth
within this brain

and know my time
will come again

m(-_-)m

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