look
listen
pay
attention

what’s going on
far more than you
will ever know
i certainly don’t

thinking about what it takes to even be aware enough to see my own shit and how this failing will always affect those around me

those who love me
never mind everyone else

never
mind

mine seems to be stuck these days
to reside
in this hole
other world
where my habits
at

this haunt
i flop

dare i
call it home

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m(___)m