sometimes it’s impossible sometimes avoiding a boundary is not always the same as respecting one sometimes the border is more ambit than barrier sometimes energetic flow of wants and needs need not be always verbalized intuitive glow of thoughts and deeds can with care be realized sometimes it’s impossible sometimes avoiding a boundary is not [...]
it was a thing a place of coolness a vibe unique at least to the likes of this humble creature of such places and the first of many to come dark and dank even in the middle of the day and by all means one had to be sure and get there by 7 on [...]
oh great spirit purveyor of peace universal energy of unconditional love and heart stay my stoic mind ease my stolid soul grant me now again to cry without the shame or toxic fear of endless tears and fail to fall apart there was a time when all it took was harshness in the voice a [...]
his words just hung there as uncomfortable a thing as it was unavoidable like a pernicious turd pinched off too soon and then as luck would have it this shit was not done not by a long shot this unfinished business he seemed to need to release on us all felt as if it might [...]
the other day looked at me with a smile i didn’t care then and i don’t care now (___) please understand i’m not ungrateful at all daily recognition and appreciation of this life and its gift is what sustains me i just found the way the peace of mind body and spirit that i now [...]
a strange recognition of an as yet undeveloped truth wafts before me an oddly instinctive understanding hitherto unspoken but in this moment somehow realized like the wind solitude of a kind in which i even as my specifically calloused fingers crudely tap out the words find cause for subtle resistance but it’s there just the [...]
discoveries at journey’s end uncovering all to pretend the last thing i could ever mend might wash those tears away i’ve tried to fix unbroken hearts and those that shattered from the start to think that i would ever part the one true love my one true love today i’m living right here right here [...]
some days like this i’m all right there others hazed don’t fucking care days go by days do fly some stink like cheese eat shit and die don’t get me wrong don’t mean to whine i’m well aware my life is fine blessed is me blessed just to be the finest fruit from the privilege [...]