Random Awesomeness

an overwhelming glare blasts through my fragile spirit like winters whiteout this cold cold reality flurries freely round the frozen ground of consciousness this is the light that reveals all discriminating nothing and obliterating every attempt at dissent exposed the universal ugly truth of a beautiful lie gone bad the sad hero’s journey to the [...]

now is the time after the darkness a time when everything that ever was all that led me here is gone anger is gone so is sadness and joy now is the time of death yet there is no grief or fury and neither is there relief or recompense it’s all gone only the stark [...]

after the darkness ned ludd returns destroying the gin within my spinning reality turn around norman never had a day like this my arrogance knows no bounds to think anyone is listening once was an empire where the walls of syracuse still stand damocles found out power is power and obsession for possession was arguably [...]

sitting alone in silence no thought breaks through the din at the edge of madness gathering momentum while massive dumps of existential dread tear indiscriminately through my soul horizontal now the kill stick creeps into my mind wide open with love as the grey dims to twilight she creates without comment filling the house until [...]

we know what it looks like when nobody cares when the measure of human value is profit we know we know what it looks like when all is transaction and success is defined by greed we know look into the eyes of the oppressed see the victims of systemic dehumanization feel the cries for justice [...]

from where this pain this festering wound that oozes from beyond the heart of darkness whispering lies and shouts of suffering always suffering from where this pain this throbbing chaos the hammer of war that kills all deliberation and contaminates each and every soul with incessant panic from where this pain this lurid death trap [...]

sometimes the darkness is all there is to be seen and to be seen is dangerous how can this be sometimes the darkness is all there is to feel and to feel is impossible why is this true sometimes the darkness is all there is to imagine and imagination has gone there must come a [...]

here i sit intentionally blurring my vision killing time between fleeting joy and random crisis no plan will suffice no action would make any difference this is simply the way it is this is the world no one but myself to blame or credit for my experience how things should be could've been or will [...]

“…the truth is nobody cares about the truth nobody cares outrage is far more profitable it’s an end in itself and lies often generate an entire news cycle like ebola at burning man and fake karens everywhere. this is the way it is because it’s cool and disturbing at the same time …” the attention [...]

shrinking tribes of intention within ever-widening borders thick with fear sing to each other in desperation unimpressed and dying of boredom clamoring crowds of grievance coalescing in the void metastasize into wondering angry mobs of brutality and self-inflicted disease amoeba-like armies of chaos fighting over scraps of broken promises thrown off at random by the [...]